Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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9:51 am
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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7:49 am
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7:46 am
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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4:26 pm
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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
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7:12 am
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Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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1:02 pm
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Friday, August 29th, 2003
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6:21 pm - one more time for the troops
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one more trip to alabama
it's over until i want to go back and visit
not looking forward to being in the car for 8 hours at a time
damn it
blah..
oh well...
katie will be home and that will be great..
things will finally start getting better.
hopefully
i'm sure..
my car will be fixed soon..
yay..
didn't do much today..
just waiting to go back to work..
in the mean time i'm not being very productive
oh well
just a bunch of t.v.
judge judy and all that jazz.. ya know
stupid shows with no point..
oh yeah and don't forget my soaps
that i've been watching for 14 years
yeah since i was in elementary school
what can i say..
it's a bad habit
speaking of bad habits did i mention i quit smoking
it's been one month
yay
it was pretty easy to quit
i'm proud of myself
yay..
ok well on that note i go get food.
mary through the bleck
current mood:  geeky
current music: Bjork ~ Army of me
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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1:24 am - got to give the love to the chicken.. man it's damn awesome
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
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7:32 pm - I thought this was quite funny ..............................
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4:45 pm - Might as well
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people are evil
everyone is evil
maybe i'm evil too
who knows
fuck
blah
no music
no friends
no pets
no paints
no camera
no colored pencils
no books
no love
no pain
no fun
no patience
no one
ok
blah
soon.
maybe.
hopefully
not likely
wishful thinking
hateful
ok my gibberish words i think are giving me an anxiety attack..
yumm
so i think
i'm crazy enough as it is right now
he he he
ok good bye
la la la la
current mood:  gloomy
current music: rain drops
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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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5:11 pm - BOINK
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bleck
feeling icky
like always
chronic ickiness
yummm
bleh
been stranded out in dade city
heee yawww
bleck...
car problems
no way home
blah...
got to go back up to monkey town one more time
help the sister out with one last thing
no more car trips
another 16 hours down the freakin' drain
oh well
gotta do the sister thing
and it's only for a few days
bleck
oh well
everything will work out
start work at the beginning of the month
exciting
actually pretty glad
i'll be able o catch up on some things
yay
debt debt debt
i guess that's how life works
i'll fix it soon enough
back to mac grill
maybe for another 4 years
hopefully not
ok i'm out
mary through the blah
current mood: numb
current music: I'm only sleeping ~ The Beatles
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Friday, August 15th, 2003
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6:18 pm - John Cusack is so dreamy .............
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
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4:00 am - heart burn and burn and burn
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burning
fire
filth
truth
and
lies
spills
and
thrills
kills
my mind
numbs my heart
and tears
fall down
current mood:  disappointed
current music: the awful coo's of late night television
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Monday, July 28th, 2003
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4:01 pm - RECOVERY ..... ( I THINK )
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so i think today will be my final day of being sick....
HOPEFULLY
I still have a bit of a head ache...
and i am a bit woozy...
but for the most part i feel much better..
i just have no appetite
and my insides feel luke warm...
but ya know i'm feeling better...
life for the most part in mary's world blows
you ask what part....
i say all of it...
i'm hating just about everything right now
except Jimmy..
everything is going down hill...
i need to find i job..
but i have no motivation..
and that's bad
i need money...
i have so many bills...
i think i'm going to scream...
blah blah blah blah blah...............
ok i go scream
mary through the screaming
current mood: anxious
current music: Lady Madonna ~ The Beatles
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
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4:37 pm - BLECK
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ewwww
it started sunday
evil cold...
now its freakin' wednesday
and i'm worse off
well i fell worse
bleh
going to the moms to veg out
and relax...
maybe being out of stinky tampa will help me out a bit
i think i need to make my way to the doctor if i'm not
feeling better tomorrow
ewwww
i don't want any shots
or blood drawn
yucky
blechk
blah
so tonight i do nothing again..
but it's justified
i'm sick i need to rest
hope i don't have pneumonia
ewww
ok i go pack clothes
......
my head feel like my brains are going to spew out my eye holes
mmmm nummy
ok i go and drink lots of water.....
mary through the illness
current mood:  cranky
current music: death on a stick.. la la la la la la la la la la la
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Thursday, June 19th, 2003
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2:35 pm - How can i foward if i don't know which way i'm facing? ~ John Lennon
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Oh my....
life in Tampa
i think is beginning to slow down
not that i was racing
but ya know...
i still can't figure out whats exactly wrong with me..
maybe thats it
there's nothing wrong with me..
who knows..
maybe i' don't need to figure it out..
ahh soon enough...
i'll be in montgomery
and i'll have little break from Tampa
and who would of thought..
me want a break from tampa...
jeez.
i was the one who was aching to come back..
jimi said it best last night
you've got everything you wanted
now do something with it...
he's right..
i shouldn't be unhappy
so far...
i have gotten what i've wanted..
take advantage of it..
grab it
take it
use it...
so i suppose...
i will go about things a bit different..
look at it in a better light..
think.... i've got what i want..
now what can i do with it..
not oh damn even though i wanted this
i think i'm bored already..
i shouldn't be..
and i'm not
there are so many endless possibilities out there..
sure we can sit and mope about how much this town sucks
but i believe no matter where you are...
you're going to think life sucks or your town or your friends..
it's just how you go about it with your attitude.
keep things reachable..
but no too comfy..
you'll get bored easily..
just make a little jump..
i'm rambling again..
hopefully i made a little sense..
lastnight i decided
i need to be more stand up'ish
take charge a little more...
and damn it i will
mary thruda
current mood:  awake
current music: Theme song to The Mary Tyler Moore Show
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2:26 pm
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Sunday, June 15th, 2003
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9:27 pm - icky sticky weekend
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oh boy
all i can say is
BLAH
i've been so icky
and
sticky
this weekend...
i hate being sick.... it's sucks
i now have a massive headache
blah..
ugh the computer is making it worse
so thats all for now
peace
mary through the sick
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Friday, June 13th, 2003
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1:58 am
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i guess it really doesn't matter...
i suppose not...
i suppose none of you know what doesn't matter...
but thats ok...
life is just a bunch of incidents
that matter or don't
work is just something that you have to do to pay the bills
do you really have to keep the same job forever..
i think as long as i don't get really behind on everything it shouldn't matter..
especially not to anyone else..
anyways...
too much stress...
things always work themselves out... right?
i think so..
its always
bad... good.. and then bad agian...
but ya know the good always come next...
nothing is ever perfect..
you always want more..
it's like tampa..
thats all i damn wanted to do when i lived in montgomery
was move to tampa
but now i'm here and i don't even care..
tampa's not perfect
why i thought it was
i have no idea
wishful illusions
so once you get what you wanted.. you want more
BETTER
NOW
but you can't ever seem to find it
can't i just find my perfect world...
can't i please just have some peace in my life for once
i suppose one day
when i have purple hair
and i have tons of cats..
i'll have some rest..
who fucking knows
probably no one
not fucking me...
peace...
mary through the fucked up i don't know what
current mood:  drained
current music: no sense and mixed up
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Thursday, June 5th, 2003
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4:36 pm
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why are younger brothers so stupid when it come to their girlfriends?
can anyone answer that..
it's like they can only think with ....
ya know!!!!!
damn!!
i could smack my brother vinny into the wall..
he's being such a jerk
he's about to go into the air force
and
he's being a total dick to my family
i don't know what the whole deal is..
but all i know and all i care about..
is..
that he better make up and be nice to my mom and grandma..
apparently he has some sort of allegiance to his girlfrinds
family rather than his own.
his girlfriends mom ...
called my mom a bitch....
and vinny just stood there and watched
then proceeded to tell his own mother she deserved it..
and believe me guys...
she is not the type of mother that you hate..
she's just a normal.. cooky weird mom..
ya know sometimes too nosey..
sometimes too cranky..
but ya know we all go through that
he must think he's god damn special or something...
i feel like i could just go and hunt down that "bitch"
of a lady ( the girlfriends mom)
and fucking punch her face in..
seriously...
don't fuck with my momma..
and for vinny ( my brother )
well i think he's going to get another
stern talking to
from the older sis..
oh god and he told grandma to fuck off..
sure she's old and mean.. but
come on
ok i'm done with venting
its not helping...
making me more mad...
mary through the fist in the lady's face
current mood: infuriated
current music: ughh i am too mad to even listen to music
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